.

I require special help.

Torture finally has to end,

With everything being in order.

Everyone I ever met

Only imprisoned myself

In endless boredom.

Their laughter and silly quotes

Drove me crazy so many times.

For now, it will be the whole circle.

I don’t want to be lost,

And I hate the most to be found.

I go out, baby—fuck your system.

I’m tired of your senselessness

And the non-adventurous arrest

Of my colourful and fun desires.

The crowd is yawning with laziness.

Stay coward—I’m leaving fabulous,

Like a fire.

Circus covered silence and emptiness,

You, my favourite clown, are finally fired.

Colmar 2022